A fresh Morning.

October 30th, 2007 by jcfreakikay

Life really goes by so fast.

I can’t even believe that i’m now turning 15 this month.

but before this time comes.

Many tragedies HAD PASSED.

some, are the memories that i’ll treasure and some are scenes that i don’t want to remember.

It was 23th day of july.

My aunt return after 14 years of staying in singapore to work.

The day when she returned was the happiest day of our lives.

Especially for my Grandma and Grandpa.

but that happy days had quickly vanished when she went back to singapore.

after 5 days.  loneliness conquered our hearts when my ever dearest grandfather passed away.

That’s the first time that i had experienced it. It really hurts to imagine that one of your loved one is now gone. am i right?

but then, we have to accept it. it’s our destiny. And I know that all of us will gonna experience it in the future.

If there is a sad goodbye Of course there is a happy tomorrow to face.

MAny happy things happened to me this past month. We went to davao for an activity. And it is one of the happiest memory that i will never forget.

Yup. it’s really true that If God closes the door, He opens a new Window.

All things happen for a reason.

And our life here is just temporary. So don’t waste your time while your still here on earth. Live your Life to the Fullest!

Enjoy every single second, minute, hour, and day of your Life.

PS. to all workaholics: DON’T JUST MAKE MONEY, MAKE MEMORIES. x)

hEy..!c0me 0n..!s0me0ne l0vEs y0u…!d0 y0u kn0w thAt?!

November 2nd, 2006 by jcfreakikay

Hi friend, I’m MG, and I have something to share to
u….

You know friend, this world is degrading….Na-
observe u ba ito: teens’ attitudes are changing
from bad to worst..? just try to consider and
examine urself na lang..hehheh.. Many surveys
reveal that majority (8 out of 10) of teenagers are
hooked to smoking, alcohols, pornography, discos,
shabu, marijuana, and sexual immoralities… If you
would roam around sa Marbel at night, many youth
are strolling without any valid purpose, they just
wanted to escape from Home..kasi naman si
mother sobrang ingay at si father naman ay
sobrang strict, and ang mga kapatid don’t care for
us.. Mabuti pa sa barkada they understand us, pro
ang family don’t give us attention. You know, the
fact is, we are seeking for LOVE. Yeah, love na di
natin na feel sa bahay….love na akala natin sa ka-
berkz natin makita.. The reality that we must need
to accept is, kulang tau ng LOVE. We can’t blame
our parents for treating us the way they do kasi sila
din ay kulang ng love..ganun din kasi ang treatment
ng parents nila sa kanila. Many teens get involved
into relationship and find bf/gf kasi they are longing
for love…teenagers do “sex” kasi they thought un
ay way of expressing love. But, after all, they would
just regret what they did coz it resulted into early-
pregnancy and early-parenting..

Jut like me, my life before had no
direction.. I didn’t know my purpose here on earth.
I was very very rude and nasty to others especially
to my family. I was living a wicked kind of life. I
also longed for love. Many different friends
influenced me in doing indecent kind of things. I
enjoyed outdoor happiness and going elsewhere,
lalo na sa inuman. I had learned also to smoke and
drink alcoholic drinks. I experienced also stealing
just to support my vices… I also deceived my
parents by asking money from them para
pambayad daw ng projects pro pang-sustain pala
ng bisyo ko.. I was also shackled into fornication
and oblivious sexual gratifications…waaaah, ang
sama’ ko talaga…

Dumating sa point ng life ko na parang
nahirapan na ako coz I’ve had no contentment sa
mga ginagawa ko… Parang may kulang sa akin na
hinahanap ko pro di ko Makita.. I started to search
for the answer..then, a friend came to me and told
me na ang kulang daw sa life ko ay si LORD..He
said to me that Jesus loves me and cares for me
pro di ko lang na feel kasi nabulag daw me sa
kalayawan ng mundo..He told me what Jesus did sa
cross just to show His love sakin and His
forgiveness sa lahat ng sins na ginawa ko…then, I
was touched, and I could not stop my tears to fall
down from my eyes kasi I realized na kahit ganun
na ako ka-wicked, pinatawad parin me ni Christ…
then, I prayed and I repent and I accepted Christ sa
life ko as my Lord and Savior…..and ngayon andito
me testifying about the Lord’s love…

Friend, JESUS LOVES YOU TOO……………………He
has good plans for us pro sinisira lang natin by
doing shameful and evil things….Jesus is waiting
for u…..coz he loves you…… Romans 5:8 speaks
about His love “ JESUS DIED FOR US WHILE WE
WERE STILL SINNERS…” yeah, Jesus died to pay
for our sins..
You are precious in the eyes of the
Lord…pro di mo lang sya pinapansin..Marahil kilala
mo na si Hesus, pro what Jesus wants from us is to
have intimate relationship with Him…Jesus wants to
become the Lord and Savior ng Life mo.. Jesus
wants to be the Center of urlife….. Many people
say they love Jesus but they also love doing
sins…..they are liars!

Friend, I suggest u to go to ur room and
lock it…and talk to Jesus… just like what I did,
1.repent sa lahat ng sins na na-commit
mo..confess every sin that u can remember that u
did.
2.accept the truth that u r a sinner…and
as a sinner u r destined to go to hell..
3.Believe that Jesus loves u and He died at
calvary to pay for ur sins….on the 3rd d

“unFaitHfuL”

October 31st, 2006 by jcfreakikay

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I’m gone again
And to him I just can’t be true

And I know that he knows I’m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I’m doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He’s here reluctantly
As if I’m gonna be out late
I say I won’t be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn’t have to tell
Because we both know
Where I’m about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I’m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…
A murderer

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don’t wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…
A murderer (a murderer)

“lEavE thE piEcEs wHeN yOu gO”

October 27th, 2006 by jcfreakikay
You’re not sure that you love me
But you’re not sure enough
to let me go.
Baby it aint fair ya know
to just keep me hangin’ round,

you say you don’t wanna hurt me,
you don’t wanna see my tears.
So
why are you still standin’ here
just watchin’ me drown?

And it’s all right yeah I’ll be fine don’t worry bout’ this heart of mine.
Just take your love and hit the road, there’s nothing you can do or say you’re
gonna break my heart anyway. So just leave the pieces when you go.

Now
you can drag out the heartache
baby you could make it quick,
really get
it over with
and just let me move on.

Don’t concern yourself

with this mess you left for me,
I can clean it up you see
just as
long as you’re gone.

You not makin’ up your mind
is
killin’ me and wasting time.
I need so much more than that.
yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah

“letting go”

October 27th, 2006 by jcfreakikay

Don’t call me
Don’t write
Don’t show up in the
middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to
breathe

I still recall the words you said to me
It’s what you did
not say that sets me free
Now how can I find peace of mind
When you keep
coming back again?
It’s not okay for you to play
This game of seesaw with
my head

Now it hurts too much
And it hits too hard
And I won’t play
this part

Don’t call me
Don’t write
Don’t show up in the middle of
the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to
breathe

So now I say the things I want to say
Sometimes it’s
better letting go this way
I’ll always know down in my soul
We really had
so far to go
I’ve given all I had to give
And now it’s time for me to
live

And I won’t look back
And I won’t regret
Though it hurts like
hell
Some day I will forget

Don’t call me
Don’t write
Don’t show
up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and
space to breathe

Don’t call me
Don’t write
Don’t show up in the
middle of the night
To say that you’ve been thinking
Cause I know it’s
just the drink in you

It’s funny how we seem to end up here
I
never thought I’d see this soul disappear

Don’t call me
Don’t
write
Don’t show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We
needed
Some time and space to breathe

And this is letting go
This
is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go

Don’t call
me
Don’t write (Don’t write)
Don’t show up in the middle of the
night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to
breathe
And

Don’t call me
Don’t write (Don’t write)
Don’t show
up in the middle of the night
To say that you’ve been thinking
Cause I
know it’s just the drink in you